j u n e

June’s already passed for about 10days. But I don’t think it’s too late to blabbering about it. I still remember what happened in June like the every single thing. Well, it’s not that I’m gonna write every details here, but I do wanna share some major pieces of them.

First of all, I would like to say that June wasn’t so friendly for the romance thingy. Hahaha not for me, you silly. But, (seemed to be) for all of my friends. Yes, almost all the stories I’ve heard were the sad and “galau” ones. Uncertain feelings, another guy/girl or simply feeling bored might be some of the causes. The results were many hearts were broken, many relationships were ended, many moods swung upsidedown, many thoughts went messy. And the problem just kept on growing and growing untill the very end of June, perhaps ‘till now.

Above all the bad romances, June meant holiday! Yeay. After all the madness—mountains of assignments, massive strike of final test—I, we, finally deserve dayS off—yes, capitall S since we’ve got 90days of so. Me and my campus’ friends planed to go on a vacation together to celebrate it. We pointed Karimun Jawa, a place which famous for the beauty of its islands and beaches, as the destination. I found it interesting at the first place for it’s the first vacation that I spent with my friends plus I also had my first snorkeling there. And it was really fun! Well, the travel was tiring but Karimun Jawa was such a payback. Beside, I was going with fifteen friends of mine. I mean, do you really expect a boring and tiring travel with dearest friends? The answer’s, of course, a big no. We had our own way to kill the time. I’ll post the details about the fabulous time I had in Karimun Jawa later on—well, I’ve posted some photos already ;)

Thenceforth, looking back to June, we must be agree that life’s so colorful. You can’t always expect every thing, also in relationship, would end happy slash beautiful. Yet, things wouldn’t always be bad for everyone. That’s how life works. Once you’re happy, the other time you’re sad. Once you laugh, then you cry in no time. The thing is, we shouldn’t be overly ecstatic when we’re happy and don’t feel like we’re the most pathetic person in the world when we’re down. As human, we just have to be grateful for what we have, to fight for what we dream for, to learn from our mistakes and fix it, and to raise up from our failures. Thus, it is true when wise men said that we should hope for the best yet prepare for the worst. Simply do the best and let God do the rest :)

*Here are two of my fav quotes:

What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger

If you want a rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.

Usah
Semua
Simpan
Ceritamu
Agar
Esok
Kita
Punya
Alasan
Untuk
Bertemu
Kata

Laugh Out Loud

What funny is that you’re trying hard to avoid me while I have no intention of getting close to you at all. So, who’s into who, then?

Rindu Rahasia

Aku rahasiakan rinduku

Saat matahari bertanya malu-malu

Aku katakan “tidak” tanpa ragu

Ketika bulan menyapa sendu

Aku diam membatu



Aku rahasiakan rinduku

Karena aku tahu

Tak seorangpun perlu tahu

Tidak juga kamu

Yang membuatku merindu

Aku, Kata dan Kamu

Aku suka kata

Aku suka bermain dengan kata

Aku suka, aku selalu menang



Lalu kamu datang

Sejak awal aku sudah tidak senang

Aku merasa tak lagi lapang



Kamu datang tanpa kata

Dengan diam, kamu rampas kata ku

Dengan diam, kamu buat aku kaku



Lalu Kamu mulai bermain dengan kata

Aku kaku hingga membatu

Kamu hanya terpaku tak membantu



Hingga akhirnya kamu pergi

Buat aku panik sendiri

Kamu pergi dengan kata, tanpa rasa bersalah

Kini, hanya ada aku dan kalah

A Long Journey to The Light

This path is dark oh so dark that all i see is nothing. I walk slowly, groping without any lights..

There was a time i slipped and fell, and it’s difficult for me to get up. I had nothing to hold on. once again i say, it was so dark. So that time, i had to fawn. I wasn’t sure how much time i spent fawning. All I know was that i have to do it ‘till i am strong enough to stand up high, walk bravely to chase the light.

But then i felt that something is missing. All these time i’ve always thought that i could walk through this path alone. I needed nobody. I could be succeed by myself. Fyi, ive been in this situation for a very long time.

Then i finally realized, it was so difficult bcoz i did these all alone. There’s no one to hold on, there’s no one to share or to lean on. There’s an empty space in me and it have to be filled.

Yes, i need you. Let us walk this path together. I believe it would be much more gratify and easy. We could walk in hand to hand. we could chitchat-ing of course, you might tell me your joke and i’d laughing so hard. we do those all without forgetting our needed to continue the walk.

And when we, in the end, find the light. Please don’t go. I still need you to share it and guarding it from any caused that could make it go far far away again. I still need you to continue the path, which now with the lights, and we walk happily, (troubles may come, but i believe we could win over those!) long enough, so then come the time for us to be seperated for a moment, then we have to fly to the eternal lights. And be back together. :)

call me stupid, but no probs ;)

Heyhoo, all..
Hahahahahahahhaahhaaha.. Sorry, i was laughing for feeling stupid. Hahahaa. It's been billion years since i updated this thingy. Yess, i actually forgot the email and password i used. Yep, my brain's acting up again. Hahahahahaha. But then suddenly this question buzzed on my mind, "why don't i just try emails i had combined with passwords i mostly used?" (since i only have three kind of passwords to be used in any emails/sites).
Voilaa.. I found it!! Hahahahah.. Yess yess.. It wasn't so hard tough. :)
And i think i need to make a new blog, so it'd be fresh and not so lame.
So, here I am. Please be ready for my trashy post ;p