This path is dark oh so dark that all i see is nothing. I walk slowly, groping without any lights..
There was a time i slipped and fell, and it’s difficult for me to get up. I had nothing to hold on. once again i say, it was so dark. So that time, i had to fawn. I wasn’t sure how much time i spent fawning. All I know was that i have to do it ‘till i am strong enough to stand up high, walk bravely to chase the light.
But then i felt that something is missing. All these time i’ve always thought that i could walk through this path alone. I needed nobody. I could be succeed by myself. Fyi, ive been in this situation for a very long time.
Then i finally realized, it was so difficult bcoz i did these all alone. There’s no one to hold on, there’s no one to share or to lean on. There’s an empty space in me and it have to be filled.
Yes, i need you. Let us walk this path together. I believe it would be much more gratify and easy. We could walk in hand to hand. we could chitchat-ing of course, you might tell me your joke and i’d laughing so hard. we do those all without forgetting our needed to continue the walk.
And when we, in the end, find the light. Please don’t go. I still need you to share it and guarding it from any caused that could make it go far far away again. I still need you to continue the path, which now with the lights, and we walk happily, (troubles may come, but i believe we could win over those!) long enough, so then come the time for us to be seperated for a moment, then we have to fly to the eternal lights. And be back together. :)
